Ive forgotten how to love. Please, dont expect anything for me. ):

I think of you like mad most of the time. Feels like youre a part of me. When im not with you, im not living. The only boy that makess my heart beats faster and slower at the same time. But i doubt thats love. Or is it? I dont even know whats love, but after all ive been thru, im afraid. Afraid to fall in love again. Afraid of heartbreaks, afraid of losing someone so dear to me. That inferior feeling i get when he goes to another girl could just kill me. And now that ive got through it, i definitely dont want to go through another round of that, now would i.

In a dilemma.
Aisyah ♥