Dissapointed. Im just so dissapointed with how my so called friends are treating me. Just because i give in so muchhh, that doesnt give you the right to take advantage of it. Right? I think evryone's taking advantage of my presence. I really think so. I just hope one day ill get to go somewhere, and thennnn i guess lifee for youu andd me, would be so much better. Cause the way i see it, im not being treated as a friend.
Theres twoo grps of people that made me really unhappy todayy. Dowan to say it, but if they have no freaking idea about it because they think that they have ntg to do about it, then im fine w that. :) Dont have to bother about me one. lol!

Weve made up. But it doesnt seem like it. Haha, am i supposed to care that this is not wrking or not? Cause i can not care too you knoww. :D What was it all about? Tell me. Was it all just for show or what? Lol, what is this.

Andd you. Sigh i really wonder whether you meann whatever you said. Seriously. o.o Shouldnt even bother to do all that if youre treating me like a piece of shit now. Shouldnt even waste your money on all that right? :) Since i dont mean anything to you, why bother? haaa. When she's there, im COMPLETELY invisible eh. hah cool. I knoww you like her more, but have you ever spare a thought for me? For my feelings atleast. Cause if i can rmb correctly, i still have feelings. Im human too you know. ^.^ you didnt tell me where youre going, you just continued walking, like i was just some random schmate of yours. k tkperr.

AND YOU! haaa! speechless.

Stop taking advantage of me. Please. But i think its partly my fault, cause i keep letting other people take advantage of me, and use me like im some kind of toy who has no feelings, that would just smile no matter what. :)
Aisyah.