Why did i have to fall in love? I never wanted to fall in love ): I never did. Not like im not happy in my current situation. In fact, im ecstatic. I just dont want to go thru another round of heartbreaks. Especially w him. ): I want us to last. But, feelings change. I just cant accept that fact. I cant face reality.
I know that its all fate and all that matters is NOW, and we have to cherish this moment so that in any case of lies or whatever, we still have gd memories to look back on. BUT. ):
To think that i will have nobody to talk to, to listen to me, to tell me he loves me, to tell me that he'd be thr for me no matter what.. just kills me down inside. I just cant see myself, living a day knowing that youre out of my life for good. Forever. )):

Aisyah♥