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Saturday, March 06, 2010 @ 7:36 PM

Hiii eblyboly. (:

So yesterdaaay, laughed aloot. In sch and outside sch. omg, felt good yesterday. My classmates have neverrrr failed to make me laugh. But unfortunately since gym that daay, my stomach has been giving me troubles. So when i laugh or sneeze, my stomach will hurt real bad. And evrrytime they make me laugh, ill be like laughing, and trying to deal with the pain. lol, but its worth the pain tho. cwy damn funny know yesterdaay. after sch went mac study. haha, padahal org dah explain betol2 seh. lol. k tkper. yeaa agn laughed alot. im left with one more qn fr maths and im doneeeee. yeaa!

adek had camp yesterday so i was alone till abg got back. then went to Senibong (again!) to eat seaafood with uncles and aunties. felt lonely cause they were all talking among themselves and i had noone to talk to cause adek wasnt there. ): also, i find it weird cause i didnt eat alot yesterday. hmmm. thinking of wheather i should cut my hair anot. Waited fr so long fr it to grow, now i feel like cutting it. But im sureee i will regret it ah when i finally decide to cut. Tsk howw like this? i very rimasss you knoww! haha.

hm, not sure what happened btwn us. We used to be sooo close, but now, i see us drifting further and further apart. Well we talked sometimes, but its not like how we used to be -Talking abt allll the things we're unhappy abt, talking about our previous failed relationships. Now, we only talk when its necessary. Or perhaps its because we've changed seats? i dont know.

Okay so now, youre bringing up all the things you did for me? I didnt asked for anythingg frm you k. nothing at all. you did it own your own accord so stop trying to indirectly put the blame on me. I know you. You want to give this up but you dont know how to right? You dont know how to end all this without breaking my heart. You dont know what to say, to tell me that youve given up on me. Well ive wanted you to give up a long time ago, but you insisted on 'waiting'. Now, youre finally coming to your senses. Youre finally asking yourself why is it that after all this months knowing each other, im still not with you? And noww, you are finally giving it up since you know its not making any progress. Im just not the one fr you after all huh. Its better for you to let go now, than hold on and hurt yourself. The only thing i need frm you now it to just stop putting the blame on me like im the one whose at fault. Cause ive told you time and again that all i want is for us to be friends. thats it, nothing else.

Btw, men/guys are soooo ungentlemanly nowadaays eh. Waaah.

I finally thought that maybe youre the one fr me. But you do the same things i thought was "special" to other girls, which makes me ONE OF THEM. and idw to be part of your "i-wanna-charm-as-many-girls-as-possible-with-my-sweet-tactics", bullshits k. So you can gth k. ty!

(Stupid ass. You seriously think you could hide it frm me eh? Well you have to do better than that love.)

GEMINI - The twin.
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey. Trustworthy.

My body is still aching seeeh since gymm! mygoddd! okaay i wna go now (:

Love you alll, muaah!

Aisyah.

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