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Hello.
Omg, i friggin miss bloggingg seh. ): Hahha, computers' givin me hell man. Sigh. So now im in th sch's library, using th comp like on jakon girl like tht. Haha. Life has really been a roller coaster ride fr me these days. Alot of things are throwing themselves at me and leaving me to deal w it by myself you know. Sometimes i wished tht i could just take out my brain and wash it w bleach or smthg. Urgh, its so frustrating you know, when yore all alone facing all kinds of problems after problems after problems. My life's now like a drama. Its all so dramatic. Be it school, friends, all that. Like i get so emotional over th smallest thing in th world and ill jst cry my heart out. All the tears that ive kept for a long time were all being let ouut over those matters. I cant handle it. I really cant stop myself frm crying. At night, i will just cry myself to sleep. I prefer to just cry to myself than to tell it to my sister or anybody else. Because it wont help you see. Yesterday was really a seriously-not-good day fr me. I cant tell you why ah. Private. *wink wink* Evrythg's happening so fast man. I really need time to jst do sme soul searching. Because ive been talking to myself lately and whenver i was talking to myself, i will cry. Idk why. Psyco per sya?. Haha, lol. No lah, not psyco k. :D

Ohh and guess what?. I burst into tears today in class. So malu. I can help it, i had to cry. And since i had to cry, i had no choice bt to cry in class. I couldnt hold it any longer. Th tears were begging me to let them go. And i did. So much fr being "th strong girl" eh sya. Geez. Never did i expect it would come to this point, crying in class. Its not that i'd never cried in class before ah, but that was all last year's stuff. This is th ferst time in this year that i cried. Sighs. Wheneverr i think of this particular name, tears will just roll down my cheeks. ): And today is 8 April, Deee knows what this is. Right Deee?. Ko klo tktau, ko bukan kawan aku. Hahha,K MEPEK. Tktau tkp, maybe ko tk ingt or smthg. HAHHA. But altho today was 8 April, i still wasnt th happiest i should be. Idk why. We had a misunderstanding in th mrning. (It has always been like tht evry mrning.) But atleast i gave smth for 8 April whattt. Its not like i just let 8 April pass without giving you anythg. Altho its just a card, it meant alot okay (to me it meant alot ah, to you idk) But maybe you jsut dont realise how i reallly really really feel. Thats okay. I cant possibly tear off my heart and let you see youre name in it could i?. Haha, k crap. :D

K lah gtg. Nak go hme. I tired ah, my eyes are sore. So i need to go hme and have my beatuy sleep. :D Bye.
Im gonna try to like update as often as i can k, so tht you guys know how im doing. (:

Muaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.
K golek.