Oi.

Hello reaaders. :D
Todaay schl as per normal. Err, i just realised smthg today, and tht is youu seriously seriously dont give a damn abouut me. Wheather im walking home alone or im gg hme alone, all tht youu dont care. Smtimes i feel like just gg to youu and ask youu th questions ive been wanting to ask. But i know what youre anwer's gonna be. And tht is tht youure always th good one. Wth. Sometimes eh i feel like going staight to youu and slap youur face so tht youull wake up and realised how youve been mistreating me!. And sometimes i feel like leaving youu and just walk off. But i just couldnt bring myself to do it. Wanna know why?. Becaause i respect ppl's feelings. Unlike youuuu!. You dont cre how i feel. All youu think abouut is youu andd youur lifeless life. I hate youu youu know tht?. We may be th closest ah eh, pegy skolah together sumer, but eh i just hate th way you talk to me, th way you treat me, th way you would ignore me in school because youur friends is arnd. WTF eh? Im beginning to hate youu like more and more day by day. In fromt of youur friends, im just like an inviscible friggin girl standing there rigght?. Have you ever treasured me?. Like once ah?. Pernaah?. I doubt so aah. Reaaally. People encouraged us lah aper lah, but you just wouldnt change. So why botheeer being "close" riggght?. Cmon lah, klo da tkske, boleh bilang okay. I dont care as long as youu tell me how youu really feel. Dont give me this crap abouut you never waant to have another, because fyi, i dont believe youu anymore. I dont trust youu anymore!. I want to trust youu agaaain, but i just cant do it.
Youu never want to know whats troubling me or whats on my mind. But whenever i put an sgry face one, youull say tht im giving you attitude lah all tht shit youu always talk abouut. And tolong eh i have feelings too. My face will show people how i feel inside. So when my face looks angry, it means im angry inside. So dont ask questions like "Asal marah..." Tht is a stupid one because i know youu know why im angry. So youur cca can be an excuse ah ni not gg to sch w me?. CCA boleh jadik excuse eh. Wow ah. Adeer cca jer tkleh go to sch w me. Ohh, what a lamee excuse. Tknk pergy together ckp jeer, tkyah nk creaate stoopid excuses. Dont be surprised if i dont talk to youu fr th whole day ah eh. Because i have a feeling thts gonna happen tmrw. So yeah, i know you wont care much about it, but yeah, its just fr youur information jer. Just now, nk ckp bye ponn susah eh?. I didnt know tht saying gdbye was a difficult job. So it was ah fr youu eh?. Ohh i see. I dont cre ah. Dah tkp. Jalaan sudaaah!.

Okay so todaay, khadijaah went hme early cause her leg was giving problems to her. So her mom fetched her frm school jst now. LOL.
Hope youure okay sweetheart. :D So today, no mood like agaain ah in class. Haha.
Ok golek.

Aisyaa Keith ouut.
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