SUUUPS homies?.

I want trust. I need trust. Itss all thaat i need fr now.
As a 'youung adult' do you know how embarassed i am not being able to even volunteer in my school's thingay just because you think imma fool arnd?. Cmon man, i can think fr myself. Im already gg 15 and i need to mingle arnd ykonw?. Ouur time is different than yours last time. Its totallly different. Its beeen so many years thaat ive been tryna gain youur trust, but still there wasnt any impact on it. You said i need to gain your trust, tell me, fr how many YEARS have i been tryna gain your trust?. Im tired of always having to call you, get scolded, youu calling my teacher all that stuff just because i hve to stay in schl. Wth?. Yknow what?. I envy ALL my friends, not because they can go ouut whenver they want but, they hve mutual trust in their phams. TRUST, its all that i need. My friend always say, eh asal cm tkd trust gtu ah between korg?. What am i to say?. Im ashamed. Ashamed with my friends and teachers because they'll think that im already gg 15 and still im being treated like a 6 year old kid. I hve to call you once sch ends. Secondary life now, is different than youurs last time. Seriously, we cannot compare. Now, evrythg happens aft school, we have to do this and that all after school, and you expect me to be hme in 1 hr?. That is not possible, no joke. Now im ashamed with my teacher because you said, volunteeering stuffs is a waste of time. Youre not teaching me how to do good things to otheers. School is not always abouut STUDYING, and only STUDYING. Its also about learning morals of life, learning to help otheers, do goood things fr th school. But, i hve to study ONLY?. I want to get to help th school. But now its not possible. D:


Hello.
Okay so today basically, school only. Cam biaaser. Nothing special tho.
Today, decorated class fr CNY. Okay lah manage to finish sme of it. Gotta continue it tmrw but maybe i cannot ah. Yknow why lah kan. D: Hahha, so first period was, Maths. 3 period somemore. Wahseyaboh :D But okay lah. Not so bad after all. Theen after thaat Recess. Makcik chose th chicken fr me all bigbig ones. Hah, cannot finish know?. Maklomlah, makan sikeeet -__-
Hah, LOLs?. Theen afteer thaat, English. Learn how to write Application Form. After English, Social Studies. Hahha, FUNNN. Listened to reggae songs :D niceee. Theeen after Social studies was POA. Okay lah, confused sikeeet abouut th principles, but overall, okay.
Theen after that, sch ends. Theen decorated class. Blablabla, theen go hme with my bodyguard :D I need a bodyguard because, alot of BANGLAS hve been following me, because got alot of construction gg on ysee. So yeaah, need a bodyguard la kan. Haah.

Ok bye.

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