ok so lately hasnt been postingg much cause busy laa gituuu.
jalaan rayer evrydaay. hahah.
ok so tmrw skolaaah!. yay. i miss evrythg abouut school except th teachers and rules.
gereek. todaay jalaan rayer with greenridgeans, th gerek people. hahah.
went to a few houses. ayeeen, th kechoh ass makes th most noise todaay.
actuaally todaay not supposed to follow them. actually nk ikot iqaa all go bowlingg but cannt.
so follow adek jee laa. ferstt house, cck. then terserempaak cotton on at Lot 1. bought five things fr 50 bucks. hahah. gereek.
then aft tht jalan jalan jalaan until last house at woodlaands, amiera's house. canteek laa her house. then her mom prepared us chicken curry cause we were starvingg then.
then aft tht actually want to go wawa's house but umi wanted to fetch us go eaat agaain. so we cannt follow laa kaan. hahha. then aft all tht, go makcik's house, slaack there then go home.

ok to tht someone ahh ehh.
i hate youur attitude being like this. it suck. get it?.
youu just waant attentionn. i knoww. stop it laa.
people dislike people with attitudes like youuu.
includingg me. its nt tht i hate youu or anythg but
youu reaally have to change. sigh.
if im th reason youre behavingg this waay then im sorry.
if ive ever hurt youur feelings, im sorry. but youu cant behave
like this in front of me ahh. im nt gonna talk to youu till youu start
th conversation. im serious.
ok i admit im guilty fr youu being like this but youu dont have
to scold me rightt?. youu know im th kind of person who cannt take it if youu scold
me without any reason. i was just jokingg with youu and youu took it so seriously?.
then wheen i answered back, youu dont like. what's this.
i want to be scolded only when i know im in th wrong. bt im nt!.
unreasonable?. depressed?. i dont knoww.
we'll just let nature take its course shall we?.
ill just see how youre gonna react when youu see me in school tmrw.
if youu act like normaal, then ill be normaal. but if youu refuse to talk to me,
then i cant force youu, can i?. ill just keep quiet.

i just envy people with greaaat friendships.
sometimes i wonder why cant i be th one havingg all of those. why must i alwaays have to encounter probleems. especially friendship problems. its frustratingg ya'know.
how i wish one daay evrybdy would love me fr th way i am and nt th waay they want me to be. cause i waant to be myself and nt somebosy elso i dont knoww.
how i wish i could have a friend like alin in school. she cares fr her friend. she understaands their feelings.
i dont knoww. i guess im nt good in handlingg problems of friendships?.
sigh.

ok bye.

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