yo readers.
how's it going?. hope evrythg's fine yo.
well i havent been onlining or should i saay postingg lately
cause i dont knoww why im so lazy to on th computer and all ya'see.
so yeaaah. to friendster mates, my friendster abit wrongg so
i cnnt accept youur request and comments. sorry yo.
ok so life has been okaay fr me. post exaam activity also okaay. nt so funn.
i meaaan nt as fun as last yeaar laa kaan.
cleaned th class usingg thinner and lemme tell youu, it works wonders okaay.
youu can really see th difference sehh. hahah.
i dont know whyy lately i cannot eaat much. as much as i alwaays do before.
i use to eat evrythg tht can be eaten. but nw?. i cant even finish my mushroom soup
in a small bowl. like wth. im tryingg my best bt i just cnt bringg myself to eat more.
bt people saay i alwaays eaat bt only iqaa, yana, idhaam and hamdi knows.
i couldnt finish a bowl of mushroom soup let alone eaat rice or noodles.
and even worse, i suddenly dislike eating or drinking sweet stuffs.
STUPID?. i agree. and also, im ADDICTED to Green Tea[pokka ones ok].
bottle aft bottle and still im nt sick of it. craazy?. i agree.

ive been different this daays and i really waant to knoww why. seriously.
hols are near and i aint likingg it. nt even a lil bit.
12 november theres this drama thingy bt mum dont let me go cause its at night.
c'mon i need to enjoy this boringg holidaaay. ohh god. ill be craazy by th time school reopens.
iqaa all caan kluuar and me?. sigh. this 'gon be a longg holidaaay and im
nt gonna like it, at all. how i wish i can go to school agaaain. no holidaays fr me.
i prefer it tht waay cause at least im out of th house, get to meet my friends and all ya'knoww.
all i can do is wait fr th time im "big" enoughh to go out on my own. i wonder when it'll be.
others already sec 1 can already go ouut. but me?. ohhh i wonder whyy. if youu waant to saay im still youngg,
im matured fr my age as to knoww whaats wrongg and whaats right. i knoww thaat i can take cre of myself
whenn im ouut withh my friends.
i dont knoww. we'll just see how its 'gon be like this holidaay.
will i get to go ouut with my friends?.
or will i just staaay at home and rot?.
we'll see.
sigh.