I<3RAINBOWS.

stop it ehh .

Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 9:21 PM

people this days .

just whats wrongg with them ehh ?

why cant they just tell the truth ?

instead of being a hypocrite .

people , if you hate me , just say so . you dont have to pretend .

andand , stop blaming my feelings for always feeling or thinking

that you guys are leaving me out . because its me !

nth you say can change it .

i tried so hard not to feel this way . and im really living in denial .

evrtyme i feel this way , i try to not feel the way im feeling

but , no matter what , it just cant be changed .

ohh yaaah , i donwato control you okaaay ! i aint a frggin control freak ayte .

i advise you to tok to her laah ehh .

i know life isnt easy without her . i know .

so just be with her like how you used to be .

i dont mind .

im not searching fer fault , but its the fact okaaay .

nth can change that . dont say that i can live without her cause i know you cant .

alryteee .

andand i aint jealous okaaay . i just dowant to CONTROL .

and i am left out . i know myself ! i know how i feel .

you said that , what am i gonna do to make you happy andd all that .

fyi , you dont have to make me happy okaaay .

you make yourself happy .

stop thinkingg aboutt how am i gonna make aisyah believe

that shes nt left out , cause i know i am .

you dont realise it , but i am okaay .

understand that okaaay .

andand for whoever yang teraser after you read this ,

dont treat me as if im SPECIAL .

that will just make me think that youre a big FAKE .

okaaay . just be yourself . and to be yourself is to leave me out .

and i dont care . i just hate the feeling and so i have to talk about it in my blog .

so stop being what you think i want you to be .

well , you know what , i will do the same as what you did to me when youre sad .

when you asked , i will just say ,

'ko boleh jgn tanyer taaak . akuh nga sedeh kaan .ko nih buat akuh lagi sedeh jer '

remember ?

does it ring any belll ????

and do you know how hurt i felt ?

trying to care for a friend , and that is what i get !

so thats what im gonna do back to you when im sad .

babe , ko belom baek ngan dier ?

stop lying laa .

im not at the least jealous okaaay .

and its good to make friends . but fer me , ive had enuff !

btw , what have you had enuff of ?

my temper ?

so get away from me laaah . avoid me !

go to your DEAREST FRIEND that you had scoldd vulgarities to .

go !

i dont care !

i can live alone you know . you cant live without your dearest friend .

so go to her laaah . andand delete that 17 march post .

its just gonna hurt her real bad .

so just remeber that , aisyah said you guys can be together like old times .

remeber that kaaaay !

FULLstop .

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