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im justt pretending .

Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 4:28 PM

trying to talk and not shutup when you feel left out

is not an easy job i must say .

always being the person left out makes you feel as if you are useless .

i know you guys know .

im justt telling ajee .

HAHAH :DD

yeaaah . really mann .

orgg kater hidop penuh dgnn rintangan laa aper laah .

but , rintangan pon rintangan jgaak . but why am i the only one going through all this ?

dee said hurdles of life .

kaay i know . but why me ?

why now ?

at this point of time ???

im devastated ryte now .

seriouslyy ive had enough of being left out okayy .

well , dee also said that PRETENDING aint good cause it covers up the real you .

but i have no choice babe .

when i dont pretend , ppl will know smthgs not ryte and when they know ,

they wil start to ask . and when they ask ,

i will start to be mad . and when im mad , i shout . and when i shout ,

people will be shoocked . and whe they are shocked .........

they will hate me !

GREATT !

hahah .

they only group of friends who show that their really concern is my

aliffangels members .

they care alryte .

this feeling just cant go away .

and i know i will stay for a very longg time .

and when this feeling stays , i wont be who i am .

so you all you all , understand !

today .

nothing interesting happend .

learned a new word in history . JIHAD .

at ferstt i was like aper saaah jihad . and i called aidil a jihad . HAHA

kuang ajar .

then i ask cher , cher what is jihad sehh .

then he say jihad s holy war .

then i was like .. ohhh kesaaah . HAHAH

jihad , off all namess .

hahaha .

keekek kapaaa .

then had peer tutoring .

that was the EASIEST paper ive ever done in peer tutoring .

then after peer tutoringg we waited fer aidil to finish .

he was anxious to go home but did his work SUPERslow .

ahhaha . maenn rembat sembrg jer .

GERAM . hahah

then i disturb him . i say , bye aidil ! kiter da bess tao !

ahhah . and i keep repeatingg it .

hhaha

bingett jerr kawan .

HAHAHAH .

then whilewaiting went to the toilet .

[oi tkdr org tanyer]

hahaha . nehmindd uhh i want to tell whats .

hahah then went to toilet and beingg vain fer A WHILE only .

hahahah . then aftr that IQAAH AND YANA . pergi buat art . i didnt follow cause

akuh ikot pon tkdr org nk amek tao hal akuh* . hahah

tklaaah . pasal i have to go home .

* akuh ikot pon tkdr org amek tao hel akuh* ryte ,

parts of it , i mean it .

then AIDLI AND HAZIQ , dunnoe go where .

i think they lek at school uhh .

hahah . then SYAA , go home alone . ahha

tkdr kawan beb . but nehmindd , i can live without friends .

i can just shut up and listen to teacher .

[macam paham]

hahahah .

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