Wednesday, November 17, 2010 @ 10:15 PM

This is what im afraid of. )':
i dont want to make the same mistakes again. Oh godddd. ): Am i making the same mistakes agaaain?! I cant let it go, but im afraid this will end. I dont want this to end. )):
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ 12:26 AM

Im scared, because i dont want anyone else to have your heart. I dont want anyone else to kiss your lips. I dont want anyone else to be in your arms. I dont want anyone else to be the one you love. I dont want anyone to take my place. ):

Monday, November 01, 2010 @ 8:22 PM

Why did i have to fall in love? I never wanted to fall in love ): I never did. Not like im not happy in my current situation. In fact, im ecstatic. I just dont want to go thru another round of heartbreaks. Especially w him. ): I want us to last. But, feelings change. I just cant accept that fact. I cant face reality.
I know that its all fate and all that matters is NOW, and we have to cherish this moment so that in any case of lies or whatever, we still have gd memories to look back on. BUT. ):
To think that i will have nobody to talk to, to listen to me, to tell me he loves me, to tell me that he'd be thr for me no matter what.. just kills me down inside. I just cant see myself, living a day knowing that youre out of my life for good. Forever. )):

Saturday, October 30, 2010 @ 8:21 PM

Im sorry.
Sometimes i get jealous, thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could.
I guess its my insecurities acting up.
Because I know im not the prettiest, smartest, or most fun and exciting girls like my friends, but I do know that no matter how hard and long you look, you'll never find somebody that loves you like i do.

Thursday, October 28, 2010 @ 9:52 PM

Specially for,

You gave me the strength to believe in myself,
You gave me the power to love nothing else,
I love you so much I wish you could see,
I love you so much you mean the world to me,
I love you so much you don't understand,
My world falls in place when u hold my hand,
My stomach turns when u hold me tight,
I wish you could hold me all day and night,
My eyes fill with tears when I have to go,
I love you so much and I want you to know,
My world feels so right with you by my side,
but this would all change if you ever lied,
We've been friends for some time and really get on,
if we try hard enough it will never go wrong,
I want you forever not for a day,
I will love and respect you and never go away,
I hate it when you look at me,
cos there's a scared and lonely girl hiding you see,
I can’t stand it when u look me in the eye,
I get a lump in my throat and need to cry,
I've loved u like a friend and even a big brother,
but now the time has come and I'll love you like a lover.

@ 3:43 PM

Today's his 17th birthdaaay. :) Amiirul Fatris. ♥ Heheheee, happppy birthdaaaay. I think i sang enough birthday songs for youuu lah yesterdaaay eh. LOL. Kay yar, happy birthday. Thanks for always being there for me, whenever noone gives a shit about me. I hope that with your age getting a year younger from next year, you'd be more MATURE ( :p ) in handling difficult situations. And thatt you'd love me moreeee. HEEE. ~ okay lah dah lah. :)

For the 102nd time, HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY YOU! ♥♥
Wednesday, October 20, 2010 @ 7:52 PM

Awh listen to em lyrics. Oh how i wish.. hmm.

[Chorus: Keri Hilson & T.I.]
I got your back boy
We were high
We were low
but I promise I will never let you go
said I got I got I got I got your back boy
I got I got I got I got your back boy
(I know you got my back right)

Keep my swagger
Keep it looking good for ya
Keep it looking hood for ya
Shawty if you don’t know
I got I got I got I got your back boy
I got I got I got I got your back boy

[T.I. Verse 1]
Hey it’s whatever shawty
you aint gotta ask
yes Valentino blouses, summer houses, cash, check!
you can get it you deserve it, flawless diamonds, Louie purses,
my mission’s to purchase Earth for her
present the gifts without the curse

Her pleasure is my purpose
pleasure to be at your service
front row at fashion shows
as well as Sunday morning service
but better days or for worse
if I’m paid I’m hurting in my pocket
she still got a n-gga back thats for sure

No matter what may occur in life
everyday with her is like a plus
I’mma love her til she be like thats enough
pop a bottle get a couple wine glasses
fill em up and lift em up
let us toast to the future here’s to us
no, here’s to her

[Keri Hilson - Bridge]
THey wonder how we do what we do
Panamera Porsches me and you
step to your side li-li-like ooh
be by your side whatever you’re going through

[T.I. Verse 2]
This is for the women who man caught a sentence
who gon be there for a minute
but they didn’t keep their distance
they, stayed home waiting on the phone
and on visit day, show up looking good
smelling better, playing kissy face
just wanna let you know we appreciate
everything you do for us on a day to day

And I know we don’t show you all the time
but we lucky that you ours
no bouquet of flowers could ever
show how much we know we need you
we do all thats in our power just to please you
see boo, f-ck them girls I would leave the World
‘fore I leave you
may God say even now, leave that ish – don’t needs to

[T.I. Verse 3]
Sure enough
even though them chicks be hating on us
still I’m gonna keep her by my side
In whatever situation we gon ride
make all my fantasies come alive
thats no lie now
I’ll be alright just as long as your gon be beside me
10 million dollar mansions won’t suffice
if you aint gon be in there with me at night
the pieces to my puzzle’s in my life

with all of my good days and all of my bad
you stood by your man and you know you got my back
worth every car every bag with me they wanna be that
I know what I got at home
I ain’t never gon leave that
them b-tches best believe that


Promise me, it'll be true love. Nothing else, but love and not lust. I cant go through another round of heartbreaks anymre. Please. If you cant do it, then tell me. So i wont put my hopes up too high. I really want this to work.

Perhaps maybe it shouldnt have happened in the first place? ): Im just afraid.

I aint perfect, so are you.

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